WOO HOO!

OM freakin G! Hahahah I'm so proud of myself. I made rice and it wasn't watery or burnt. Lol this day I will remember. It was perfect rice. AND I don't even have a rice cooker. I did it old school.

Guy Friend

I want a friend that's a male. Just some guy to chill and talk to just like my girlfriends. Nothing more. I don't know why but I just do. Someone to beat up and play bball do stupid things with. Don't get me wrong I love my dollz! I guess I just need testosterone without it bein' in ma pants. Lol

Sometimes I ..

.. just want to go far away from here for a little bit. Away from everyone and everything with no disruptions or worries.

Sometimes I just want to curl up in a ball and cry for hours and stay in my room forever.

Sometimes I just want to yell at annoying people. And say exactly what's on my mind and not care about a dang thing.

Sometimes I just want to give up on some things.

But I don't because I have respect. I don't because I love and care about the important people in my life.

ugh

i hate shopping for Christmas! it's crazier than a mutha .. and i'm still not done. poop stain! i just hope i can get in and get out as fast as i can. but in the end it's all worth the sweat and loooong lines and stress! i love the holidays and being with family and friends. HAPPY HOLIDAYS HOPE IT'S FILLED WITH JOY!!!