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If you don't know, now you know NIGGA! hahah I just wanted to say that. But for reals. From my previous posts you can tell I have the best luck with BOYS. Where are the men? Some of it is my fault though.
So I have another great story to tell. Imma tell you a very short version though. Basically met a guy that moved here from Maine. He was a waste of time, gas, money, makeup, and energy to shave and dress up. The end. Seriously one really annoying lost person I met. My sistah even asked me why I didn't "dump" him. I guess I'm too nice. Which brings me to a convo I had with my cousin. She basically said I need to know how to be a bitch and say no. Not the first time I've heard that. But I learned more things about that Gay Flocko nigga. Just makes me want to be a bitch to any guy I meet, but its not in my nature. Makes me feel pathetic for letting it go on for so long and not doing anything about it. Just brought me back to the other guy. Literally :( such a shame that I stoop to that level again to go back to him. He knows what to say to me and lures me in. I don't know why ..
But on a positive note, a cute customer kinda asked me on a date. LOL He's a tall white young guy from Texas. I would date him any day hahah but he's not old enough to buy alcohol, that's why I say young. It's not much of an age difference, but I just think it's kinda weird. He calls the store before he comes in to see if I'll sell him beer. I think it's just so his relatives (who he stays with) won't have to come up to get it. But in the back of my head I just think he's just gonna use me to get some for him. He's really nice and respectful. Just putting lots of scenarios of how it'll come down to with him. I wonder if he even knows how old I am hahah He doesn't act like an ass. I like that about guys.
My brother asked me what's the first thing I look for in a guy. Like nothing to do with his body or his looks. I said someone that's respectful and good with kids. With the last guy, he demanded everything like I was his slave or something. He didn't even open ANY doors for me. He just didn't give a shit about anything. Never considered others feelings. I don't like want a guy to cater to my every need I'm a very independent woman, but some assurance that he cares is nice. I want someone that will walk an elderly across the street. Someone that will try to make an unhappy child smile. But at the same time has a tough exterior. Not a softie can't do that. If he cries more than me, it won't work lol
What qualities do you look for in a MAN?
