Truth Be Told

You can't force yourself to stop liking someone, but you can tell yourself that you deserve someone better and try to move on.
          -Rudeboii

Running back to an ex shows two things. 1. That no matter what he's done to your heart you would still love him, that gives him the power to do what he wants when he wants. 2. It shows that what happened has killed your confidence, made you insecure and has brought your self-esteem to ground level, not letting you be confident enough to find someone else.. to trust that another will love, appreciate and treat you like you want to be.
#MoveOn
          -Stallion

I really don't know why it is so hard to just move on. I had no problem moving on from the last fling I had. Why is it hard to move on from this one? I don't think my confidence is shot. I have self-esteem issues but I always have and always will.

I know it's wrong. I know it won't go anywhere. I know nothing will change. I know what to do, but I guess I keep putting it off hoping it will change. For what though? It still isn't a place I want to be. I've at least started the process, but it isn't enough. I have to finish it! Moving on is hard for me.

So I guess I am going in a direction, just not the right one.