Rambles

I can't sleep so why not just type about anything and everything? This sucks via mobile device but it'll do. My laptop is hella old and slow and I can't afford a new one hah. Anyway I'm not sure what people say or think about me. I could care less but I actually went to church one Sunday. I know SHOCKING right lol so I'm walking out and people kept saying hi as I passed. Me being cordial I say hi back not wanting to though. I would be just fine with nobody talking to me. I'm not stuck up or anything I'm just not a social butterfly. If I don't have anything to say to you then I'll just be on my way thank you very much. I'm quiet and shy unless I'm comfortable with my surroundings. Which is one of the reasons why I don't go to church. I want to go there to learn more and strengthen my relationship with Him but I can't do that if I have a bad attitude because someone is annoying me. Plus I like to drink hahah and stuff. I'll find my way back one day. Ugh I miss The Dollz! I'm freaking lucky I have friends I can call my sisters. People I can trust and go to for anything. I'm glad that despite the changes we've made throughout the years we still remain close and somewhat find time to see each other in our crazy schedules. I need them in my life! Hah ok I'm done .. for now. Good night